Yoyo so its been some time since i blogged and my life hVe been brightening up each day because i've moved on and let go of what doesn't belong to me. I can't bare to see my blog just die out like this. I tried to talk to him but didnt expect him to reply me in a way thag gave me a false hope. At that point of time i knew something wasn't right and everything went wrong. At least now it doesn't bother me that much. Never thought that i would blog today even though im sick.
Since my mother didn't allow me to hang out today with my friend as im sick i decided to take some selfies Hahah
Ignore my measy bed. Im not OCD that is why HAHAH
Anyway ive been having breakout lately so yeah that is why my nose has a red spot hahahahah
Anyway im not a type of girl that would move on easily it did took some time but whats the point of carrying on having a crush on someone when they don't even know how you feel. I bet his life is much more better i can't hold on anymore. I tried telling myself to let go many times but it didnt seem to work until i found someone better. He may not be the best but hes been there for me when i have problems.
I have been treating him as a brother until a few weeks ago he treated me quite well and i started to fell for him little by little? Never thought that through my crush i would have known him than become a brother and than become someone special to me i guess?
Doesn't mean that i like someone else means that i'm a slut or whore neither a player. That shows that i can move on fast enough. There was a point of time where we sat somewhere at night and told each of us our past and funny stories didn't know we would be that close now.
Didn't regret knowing him though he never made me angry. He made me laugh and smile try to cheer me up by telling me funny stuff.
Even though we never took a photo tgt judt hope he wouldnt mind because he doesnt like taking pictures hahahah ill force him the next time i meet him ;> EVIL ME HAHAHAHAHAH
