Who wouldn't want such relationships like this? Sweet, loving, adorable, cute, perfect match? Everyone would want such relationships like this. The matter is, do your opposite sex take you seriously? As the one and only girl he would love? Having a long lasting relationship with you till marriage, death? Even long distance could last within them. Kissing, cuddling, having so much fun with each other, stay over at each others house just like married couples. Sometimes it's the song that gave me flashback, memories we had.
Mind always imagining of stuffs that wouldn't happen in reality with you. I know it's impossible between us even in future. Shouldn't put much hope on him.Well this is time where i am going to give up totally and treat him just like brother ;) only siblings love between us.
It's really hard to find someone you could share your feelings to when your having ups and downs. Wanna know what i do? I tear sometimes but not every time, i scream out of the windows to release out the sadness, talk to my sister or mum. If i were to have a boyfriend, a new crush, means i have given up on him which i hope it would be better for me. But i will always remember him as my one and only brother. I'm really glad that i met him. If i hadn't met him, i would know what it feels like to love someone so deeply with my heart. Many people say feelings last longer than relationship which i really agree on that. To me loving someone was easy but forgetting/losing feelings for them is really hard. Just hope i could do it ;D
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