What's gone is gone

This is the first time i have ever regretted not cherishing someone i love and it really hurts to see them leave just like that. I know i may not be a good enough for you but to me your good enough. This is the 3rd time i have ever love someone for so long. I have my reasons for all that i have done but i think is useless now. Whatever i do or say means nothing to you. I want to know how you have been, but looks like you have found your source of happiness. 

Happiness Never Last

I may not know what you are doing now and then but just wanna let you know that i really care about you even though you are avoiding or what? Whenever i talk to you i will be on cloud 9 and my heart pounded so fast. After regretting not cherishing you. My life have been so miserable. 

- No motivation to study

- Dont have good appetite

- Mood ruin

- Thinking about you

- Not concentrating in class

I really dont care how you look and your family background. The most important thing is i like you for who you are. Stalking you have been a daily routine and looks like you are doing fine with her.

I really hope time could rewind to the time when we were texting so much and emoji's. For no reason you started to cold reply me which i have no idea why and u stopped replying me. I was upset and kept hoping you would reply but you chose not to reply. What can i do? I can't force people to reply me if they don't wanna talk to me. Crying to sleep every night thinking about you doesn't help with you starting a chat or talk to me. Yes, i may show attitude sometimes and you should know why. I admit i am jealous when you kept talking to my enemy. Since you know i dont like it why arent u doing smth about it. Cant you just stop talking to her. Sigh i really dk whats your mind going thru. I give up

Though the second time you asked me for stead on the 14 april which is the black valentine. I wanted to accept but at that time something happn and i don't want people to think that i am a player. Hope i could get ever you and move on :)

 

I'm sorry for making you upset and false hope. I really regret and i think you have a new crush now? Congrats and hope you will last long with her :)