Hurt

Sunday was a really upsetting day  because of some issues and it was really heartbroken to hear something that really upsets ourselves. Falling out of love? No able to get the guy you like is just mind f***. Best friends comforted me, asking me to cheer up as it was just a waste of time caring about this type of issues. Love isn't as easy as it seems. Being one sided is really sad.

Letting go of the memories isn't easy.

How about getting jealous? 

I don't care about your looks because it was just a bonus. Your character and personality is what i fell for in you. 

Hearing stories that was really shocking and upsetting really made me miserable.

Sometimes, when you are hanging around outside n being seen by my friends, telling me what you were doing with your girl friends really make me wanna bang the wall. 

When i'm upset, i tend to eat alot and not losing my appetite. I gained 1kg after eating so much food when i'm not hungry, forcing food into my body.

When i first heard the news, i felt terrible n upsetting and i was being told on Sunday. I started to get moody and didn't talk much in the car. My parents noticed me. Asked me what happen and i didn't wanted to tell. Once i reached home, i went straight into my room, cover myself up with blanket and started crying the hell out of myself. Suddenly mum came into my room and comforted me after i told her what happen. What she said was right "He's not your boyfriend, you can't do anything because he isn't yours and you dont have the right to control what he is doing plus he isn't worth your time. Now you know what type of person he is, at least you didn't fall into his trap." What my mum said was really true althought i was still upset and she comforted me to sleep. She is a good mother <3 

Don't you find yourself lucky if you found a faithful man and doing sweet stuff than you would never expect? 

I really love guys if they could make me laugh and smile ;)

I REALLY REALLY LOVE SURPRISE GIFTS.

To be honest i love cuddles especially on rainy days n if they could bake some cakes ;>

Nowadays its really hard to find a faithful n perfect boyfriend. What a miserable life i have.  

Today was the last day of school andmy best friends decided to cheer me up and asked me to follow them along for lunch at STRICTLY PANCAKES at siglap road. He had a long walk from Bedok Inter. We took almost half an hour to walk there under the freaking hot sun. 

After a long walk we finally reached and luckily there was aircon. HAHAH

This was what i ate- ice mocha n TIRAMISU, one of my favourite flavours 

This whole meal cost me $17.50 plus GST $1.90 which the total cost me $19.40. IT WAS SO FREAKING EXPENSIVE but, YOLO. This was my first time trying out at this cafe. It didn't regret but just that it was too chocolaty. 

What food can really cheer me up is ICE CREAM. It makes me happy because of the icy cold feeling when it melts in your mouth.

Although me and my best friends have misunderstanding and hatred sometimes with each other but we managed tonpull it through n became friends again. They are a really good friends i have. I will treasure them and i promised myself not to bad mouth them. 

Here are some snapshot i have of them HAHA 

Isn't she just so beautiful? With such attractive eyes? She is really incredible n good friend i have that have a hilarious laughter and her jokes are really funny that can make my day brighten up alot. 

A few days later ill be dyeing my hair marshmallow brown which is so awesome. 

And here are some colour hair dye i've always wanted to dye but unfortunately i can't due to school and other reasons ;/ i have always wanted to have a really long hair but now my hair is around my boobs length? I wanted to put hair extension because i really love long hair but it cost $100 for 100 extension n it will give 100 free extension. Isn't it worth? Well, im still considering whether or not to put extension

Ombre was one of my favourite but lilac is fabulous 

I find purple really nice 

Cotton candy pink

I really wish that i have such nice figures like them. Well i'm still far away from them 

A few days ago, i was lazying around my bed and decided to explore youtube to search for new songs. As i was searching, i decided to search EXO. At first i didn't know they were so awesome until i started hearing there song. 

-MAMA, GROWL n WOLF

These songs are fabulous. You should watched their weekly idol too. Weekly idol is a entertainment or so called a variety show of kpop doing funny actions and knowing some of their secrets. These are my idol's from EXO-K 

Sehun 

Lay

Don't they just make you melt? You should really hear their song. 

I guess this will be the end of my story ;) 

So this is a photo of me that i took a few weeks ago. #THROWBACKBACKBACK.