I was having a bad headache last night so i can't really do anything about it. What i can say is even if i try to forget or lose feelings for him is impossible because i just like him that much? To me he is very important. I chose him not cause of his looks but his character n we met on 190812.
Whenever i hang out with him, i was on cloud nine. Really really happy. He made me laugh and crack some jokes.A few days ago we met up like 4 days straight? Like a COOL only. I told him that whenever i meet up with him i'll be happier because idk why xD. It was so memorable. The most memorable time as when we went to east coast park and he piggyback me. Really miss those times xD although i weigh like 12344566678kg. This was last year after i ended school and looked for him at Tampiness.
Oh! and i remembered i went to find for him at his workplace after school near Tampiness Sports Hall there was a sports shop and it sells bubble tea inside? I find it so weird haha but well. There was once he made a bubble tea for me called 'Mango Pudding'? It was really nice la, LIKE SUPER NICE. How wish he still works there so i could go disturb him anytime i want. Gajiao him during work. That time he had his orange yellowish hair that looks like anime. He look damn cute can. My first impression of him was damn damn damn cute OK. Although it was quite awkward when we first met cause it was the first time we saw each other. HAHA i was so nervous when we was coming to find me at KFC. We went to Tampiness arcade neo print and he asked to take photo. I was shock that he would ask that cause it so random. I said okay~ but when we took photo my face like a cmi only cause shy mah O///O. But he looks cute LOL. He started to camwhore by himself. I was wondering why wouldn't he feel shy when he camwhore in front of people he just met. But it was a great start at least it made me remember the first day we met 160912. Whenever we meetup, he must take photo one cause he siao mah. HAHA but i like LOL.
After we met once, we met up again n again but not very often. It was sad la . We only met up less than 10-20 times? At least i gave me memories to remember. At first we didn't had much to talk about, we always had awkward silence but sometimes laughter. But nowadays, we laugh like no one business and more open to each other? It was awesome. Whenever i go out with him i can be myself and do anything i wanna do. He made me blush at times but most of the time he did. SUCH AN ASSHOLE HAHAH.
A month ago was like our 1 year friendship together. I actually didn't expected him to talked to me after he accepted my friend request. LIKE WHICH CUTE GUY WOULD EVER TALK TO A AVERAGE LOOKING GIRL LIKE ME. It was so shock. I actually giggled and spazz around the whole house when he first PM me. A CUTE GUY ACTUALLY TALK TO ME!!!!!!!! I took some time to calm down and than replied him. From then on we became friends, he treated me like a sister, i treated him like a brother because he is 5 years older than me. But after a few meetups i started to have feelings for him OK IDK WHY BUT I JUST BECOME LIKE THAT LOR HAHA. There was once he didn't replied my message for 1-2 months and we didn't had any contact with each other. Feelings fade~
I actually cried. UPSET. But one fine day, he talked to me and i was happy, feelings came back LOL. Although i had talked to other guys with emoji or what i dont seem to have feelings for them. SIGH I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME :< If hr we were to have a girlfriend real soon which i hope he could cause i want him to find his own happiness. If the girl really caught his heart, she's really lucky to have him, such a faithful guy. He was the longest guy i ever had, having a crush on him for so effing LONG. SO YEAH~ idk what else to say haha bye bye *waves*
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